I've been telling myself to hold back,
I've set my mind not to take risk,
I've made precautionary measures to make sure that my heart is guarded firmly.
But then, I still ended up hurting,
I ended up wanting more of him,
I ended up enjoying every moment I have with him.
Am I going going to be alright?
I know, I will hurt myself in the end.
I know this can't be.
I know he can't be.
But why am I still going with the flow?
Somebody pls help me.