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Apologies for not writing about "how I will go home" good part is I was at home and had lots of fun... This one is not about that. This one is more about "why can't I have a normal love story" like people has in real life and like it happens in movies and in novel's. First of all I am not a creep or a despo, its just I always wanna have a love story so that I can feel what love is all about. Here are my some experiences with love or I don't know what!! I don't know what love is, hope will know it soon ;)
1. I was in class 7th too young right, that was the first time I look at him like that. Those hairs when he play basketball, ah I almost thought that love is, he was Bengali, I actually learned Lil bit of bengoli for him :p when you are in this you do crazy stuff. At that time I didn't knew this feeling needs to be mutual, I was a kid back then don't judge me now. So that was my first 'one side kinda love' or crush :p. We were friends I too play basketball not that good but kinda fine way, actually now when I think then may be my good height is because of him as to follow him I follow his love for basket ball and boom I am tall :p. We used to sit together in the class and I thought this feeling of having fun and friendship is love but then puberty hit me and all of a sudden cute guy turned into a normal guy. I don't know what happen when we came back after holidays, he came near me and try to hug me, that's not the first time it was going to happen but I feel weird so I shoo him away. My feelings were changed completely, love for basketball dies and new love emerged love for football. :p. He changed the school after 10th, oh hello I was not the reason he went kota for IIT preparation. After him I didn't get any interesting character in school.
2. After 12th we all were quite excited to choose our career though I was Lil bit sad too leaving school is not an easy task actually here I mean friends, all the fun and love. I am pretty sure you must be aware of the word "teasing" that's so common right, if a guy like a gal and the guy told that to his or her pal then it will turned into teasing, vice versa in case of gal. So what happen is suppose A like B and B is unknown about it or pretending, so what C and D will do (C and D frnds of A, can be friends with B) whenever they see B passing by they will call out A name, even when A is not present there. Kinda kiddish but that's fine we all have been through it. :p. So I had a teasing too, I know that he likes me but I don't so I never bothered exactly. So that was mere teasing only, what happen after 12th we all made Facebook account and we add all our friends to be in touch with them (back then we don't have smart phone in school time, and I am not that old just phones was not allowed at that time). So what happened is he 'the guy who liked me' send me request. I accepted it, it was normal right. After few days of talking he proposed me and I was like what the fuck? 'First proposal and that too over a message', though I didn't liked him in general but tell me who propose someone over message? -_- i told him i don't feel the same and that turned out to be weird so i blocked him. :p
3. College first day excited but depressed too that was a girls college, but one of the best central university. So I made my mind 3 years no boys but then we had coaching classes ;) and I again told my mind 'where there is a will there is a boy' :p so it was my first year of college I was a teen back then, you know that's the time when you get attracted to the guys elder then you. Same happened to me, I was no different. He was 22 and I was 17, he was so smart so good with calculation, so brainy I almost lost my heart :p I thought this time this going to be different but apparently I was wrong (I wrote a separate story about it 'he left me with a note' so you can read that if you wanna know this part), so I moved on. This was the time I made my mind no more boys, they are just so rude and so bad. All my hatered for boys was justified actually, too many weird experiences... With that I passed my first year of college.
4. Second year again same college same gals same life, this year my passion for baking was touching the peaks, so I joined baking class. My baking teacher she was strict, do this do that and blah blah after 4 days of her torture I decided to quit baking and that day after the class i went there before I could say anything I saw those dazzling hands all covered into chocolate, he looks so chocolaty (oppsi, apologies for being cheese) as I was enjoying chocolate with my eyes she break my vision -_- she said he's my grandson, he bakes so well and she keep on telling I was nodding head but concentrating on my choclatey. I thought this time things will be different. I think he was of my age actually I don't remember :p. We bake together we eat together, many scooty rides and chocolate cakes, I was in heaven. One day he ask me out like officially, I thought he was about to propose and I ask where are we going he say's that's a surprise, I was excited so I went home get dressed in a nice attire, he picked me up at 7 and we went for "the movies", I was like what is surprise in that, I didn't said anything, I went with him. When I reached there I came to know that's a horror movie, I hate horror 'that's scary right' but he forced by saying I am here, I will be fun blah blah. When I reached there I saw very few people in the theater, I was like may be movie is not that worthy, so we sit on a corner seat (trust me if I knew his intentions back then I would have kicked his dick right then) when movie started he hold my hand, I was like aww that's a sweet gesture after few mins I noticed couple in front of me was kissing I was like 'that's weird' another moment I noticed him on me trying to kiss my neck, I was like what the hell, he said baby I love you and 'I was like in my mind yeah I want to kiss you too but not in a movie theater I want that special,' I pushed him away and asked what are you doing? He came closer again and said loving you baby, I pushed him away and ran, took auto reached home, blocked him from everywhere. Quit baking quit him! With this I learned these days its more about 'lust' not love, after that exam showed up and with that I cleared my second year with all this new shit!!
5. In my third year of college I try nothing, literally nothing. Too much of projects and work that don't get time for any thing else apart from studies. So I follow, collg to coaching, coaching to home. Boring but a peaceful year :p
6. Finally done with graduation, I take a deep breathe but as I breathe I realized I got admission in masters. Life sucks big time -_-, same university but this time with boys ;). We have strength of like 30(20 guys 10 gals), some how I came to know him, he was ordinary looking, ordinary in studies but normal, we talked, endless talks, talks till infinity. That feeling that was really amazing (for 4 days) we talk daily, whole nights, we were together in college like daily then when I realize 'excess of anything is bad', after talking for 3 nights and days on 4th night I was sleepy, so I said I wanna sleep, he was like why, I was like because I want to, he said I can't and during conversation I slept (i was damn sleepy) next day when I woke up I had 50 missed calls of him -_- 'conclusion: this happend for several times and at the end we broke up'. With this my semester ends.
6. After second semester I went to Bombay for internship, that was a fun period, enjoyed and learned a lot, there I met my mentor and apparently I fall for him, he was 30 and I was 21 "yeah. I do think like that. What is wrong with me"? You know the weird part I actually proposed him, that was embarrassing, he was unmarried but he was gay :( so he said kid, I am sorry. Thank God that was the last day of my internship. I flew back home, joined classes and all drama.
There are some stories that I am not sharing because I don't want anyone to know about them ;)
My point is all I always need a love story. Which I didn't get till now, I am not sad about it, I am happy single :p its sometime when u too much want things to happen with you they don't happen. So now I stop wanting a love story to happened to me ;)
Thanks for reading.
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