I Tried, but It's Still You Who I Love

Some people think moving on is easy as changing your t-shirts, same as me. I thought I can forget you just in a glance. I tried to entertain so many guys just to prove you that you are wrong, giving up the person who really loves you. I was wrong, I was wrong that I thought I can replace you as easy as you replaced me and as you flirt with some other girls. I thought replacing you is so easy that I can smile without pain. I always hangout with my friends, I always talk to other guys, entertain them as much as I can do. But whenever they will ask me what was wrong in my past relationship, I suddenly shut up my mouth and run away from them. I go to the place where I can cry, where I can scream and shout so loud how much you hurt me and why no one can replace your place here in my heart. I don't know what was my problem, I don't know how to heal the pain you've cause. What I know is that I love you until now. Everyday that you're not here, is everyday that I miss you. This is the hardest, loving the person who loss you and won't be able to comeback to you.