I grew up not wanting to be someone else but be,
The better version of myself and own books for free.
And then you came like a rain on my summer days.
Now I wanted to be that lucky lady I would always chase.
I want to be the one whose 'Good night' will rock you to sleep,
But I am just the girl whose greetings for you are cheap.
I want to be your moonlight during those dark phases,
But I'm just a flashlight you turn on and off in random places.
I want to be the fortress you'll defend in every mobile game,
But I'm just a collateral damage you won't bother to acclaim.
I want to be the favorite song you cannot get enough,
But I’m just a new track you play, forget and call fluff.
I want to be the one you want to kiss all day and all night,
But for you, my lips are as plain and boring as white.
I want to be the angel you always pray to have,
But I'm an unwinged seraph you didn't wish from Above.
I want to be the heroine of your not-so-heroic life,
But I am just an extra who will never be your wife.
I want to be The One for you and be Your Everything,
But in your eyes, I am just no one and nothing.