I know this dream would be just a dream, but after staring at you for a few seconds, I've realized that I'm still into you and made me say this "Forever is a long time, but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side."
It was at 12pm, outside of our school when I saw you with your classmates, while I'm on the tricycle waiting to leave. You're the most handsome even though you're just wearing a school uniform, your backpack and a sling bag on your shoulders. I have already told myself thousand times I am over you, but seems like I'm still not. There was never an us, I'm aware of it. My feelings for you aren't stable. Sometimes, it's at its peak, sometimes gone. I don't love you but I'm sure it's more than just a crush. As I stare at you, I can't help but fall deeper with your gentle eyes, sweet smile, and bright face. A lot of things came to my mind, one of which is spending the rest of my life with you. But I don't deserve you and you don't deserve me. I don't deserve you because you're too great, smart, and amazing. You're a star and I'm just a dust. You don't deserve me because I'm not worth it. I am just a plain girl with asymmetrical face, lot of pimples, skinny, and ugly. I'm in top 10 of our class but that's not enough. You deserve someone who is equal of your attributes. I can stay by your side, love you if you ask me to, never leave, but I am not worth it. I know.
I still have two years to prove my worth so I can invite you in my debut as my escort, God willing. And when the right time comes, even though I am the girl and 2 years younger than you, if I managed to become valuable and enough, I promise I will pursue you because you are dream. I will never give up until my feelings are same as yours. I wouldn't mind looking stupid as long as it's you.
Spending my forever with you, proving my worth for you to notice me, struggling to become worthy, I wouldn't mind it at all.