I am not a good writer. I don't do great with words. However, I want to write what I think. I need to write what I feel. I am all alone, and writing keeps me company.
That's the reason why I write.
I write because I cannot let my feelings and emotions stay inside me. I am afraid I might burst out and ruin myself if I won't be able to let it all out. I don't know how I started doing this, but it makes me feel better, so I never tried stopping it. I write because I want to express what I feel in the least possible way. I write because I love it. I love the feeling of looking for words to match what I feel. I love the feeling of letting my emotions slip through the words that come out from me. I don't even know if people find it good, my works and all, but I refuse to be affected by them.
I just want to write.
I want to express.
I want to tell my story.
I want to be with my works.
I don't ever want to be alone again.
So, I write. I write, and write, and write.
To me, writing is a great escape. When I am surrounded wirth people, but they are not thete to listen to what I feel, I chose to write instead. When things are tough and I feel like there's nothing I can do, I think of writing it all out. When I am encountering problems in life and there's no one to be there for me to help me fix some things, I chose to write again. When everything is dark and blurry, writing made me feel like thing can be clear again, and the light can be seen again.
So, I write.
It never matter if my works are lame or great,
It doesn't even matter how long or short it is,
As long as I love what I'm doing,
I will continue to write.
I will continue to express.
I will continue to tell my story.