If I can bring back time, I will...
If I can turn back time, I will never go to my godfather's wedding reception in 2002. If I can bring back time, I will never create an account at tinder so that I will never felt this helpless. I will never wait again. I will never get this false hope that Jeremy is the Jeremy that I used to know once in my existence. That he was the one I called my prince as I dreamt being his lifetime princess. Up until now, I'm scared to ask Jeremy whether she had a sister or he had none because the Jeremy I've known had his younger sister with blue eyes that I also met once.
I'm scared to ask because I'm scared to know that he just forget me. That the Jeremy who promised me will never fulfill his promise. I'm scared that all my hopes these years turn into ashes gain. Until now, I am waiting for him. The Jeremy who left me and promised to come back and the Jeremy which is 8321 miles or 13391 kilometers away, to comply with his promise that he will talk to me later. I may be sick for hoping that they are the same person. That he was the one I am waiting for. God, let me turned back time and fix things so that I never met my first Jeremy so I can never be infatuated again with someone named Jeremy.