I went to church today. The priest talked about happiness. He said..
"You're a happy person
If you are not blind of what you truly are
You're a happy person
If you are not deaf and really listen to others
You're a happy person
If you are not disabled and can be able to help others. "
It touched my heart in so many ways . I am someone who is wanting to be happy Well I know it for a fact that I deserve it ,we all do. I've been through so much pain and for that my whole body was hungry for happiness so I tried to learn how to be happy It worked but there is something that I'm looking for maybe the "old me" or just something that is a "part" of me. I keep on pushing myself to build my old self back thinking that maybe just maybe happiness will might appear but I was half wrong.
Yes you can find,create or even learn how to be happy but the true happiness is having faith in Him.
One of the reason that we cant find happiness is because we cant forgive ourselves or others,we're too focused of our negative thoughts we forgot that they are just thoughts and they can't control us. We sometimes forgot to ask His guidance or we are afraid to feel vulnerable to talk to him but that small step can be fulfilling , that single step might be your healing and that one step will you guide to your happiness.
He will always make a way for us to be happy. We just need faith and that small step. I hope you can too.