Woke up.... Its 6:00 AM in the morning
Funny, how you wake up from a dream where you were with your loved ones to an epitome of emptiness. Reality, is what we call it.
Everyone is in the house, Alive,not dead!!, asleep.... living their own version of a perfect life or a dreadful nightmare ...waiting for the alarm clocks to go off so they can start with their mechanical routines.
Me? I'm different. Long time back i decided to take control of my life... step out of the clockwork....learn to live one day at a time
When i look at my colleagues discussing about cab fares... offers at pizza hut. I feel sorry for them. They're missing out the purpose, slaves of advertising, their everyday achievements bottle down to how much they saved on buy one get one offers.
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of·fer ,ˈäfər
1. something that gives you a sense of delight, on saving money when you should be enjoying the food/ the service/ the taste/ the process
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When you have no deadlines on your dreams everything stays in the future while you hang between past and the future with your feets barely touching the present
I have a desk job, We provide support for the products we make. Our job is to engage people in conversation, make them believe what we supply is what they actually want. If there is a feature they need we just tell them we're working on it and will release it soon. What we do is making people believe that we are doing something.
Selling the same shit over and over again with a different CSS (the designs that websites use are contained in a css file)
I don't do that... I just told you I evolved.
For a week I've been telling people they'll never get the feature and how they need to find an alternative on their own. I often help people find an alternative.
I am doing my job the right way. I help people with what they want not caring about the job, not caring about the institution i work for. But i believe in finding a solution and I try very hard.
When I reached the office today, I was called for a meeting with my manager.
I was getting fired !! I saw that coming.
Getting fired for helping people, truly helping people
I have no idea what i'll do now. How will i pay the rent?
But I was happy, i did what was right or should i say what i felt right
Have you ever woke up in the morning and cursed yourself for not realizing it was a dream. Cause if you did, you'd have done things differently. Cause worst case, you'll die and wake up in your bed.
That is the kind of realisation I had. I did what felt right and I have no regret. Infact I am proud. I am the Zen Master....
I have control
Tonight I'll sleep like a baby.
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6:00 AM.....the alarm goes off
I better get dressed for the office
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