Sometimes I want to kill myself
It's all I want to do
No one can stop me now
Despite my love for you
Don't get me wrong
It's nothing you said or did
I know for sure now
I'm just a 'stupid kid'
You don't understand me
But then you don't even care
Love and affection- show me?
You wouldn't even dare
So many emotions
most of which you cannot see
Therefore I will fight alone
not for you- for me