Day after day , my life is getting worse and worse , living without a reason , alone most of the time and sad because of my life .
I think it's depression , I was never that person I am now , I was a young boy with a big ambition , I used to think big , I used to say that there is nothing that can stop me .
But today , I realised that I was absolutly wrong , life was never happy and easy as I used to see it , I'm living without hope , wishing that tomorrow would be better than today , waiting for that day , the day that will change my life .
I don't see the future , I don't wanna be here anymore , I don't want to face the world , I don't want life .
I spend every night listening to sad songs , crying , and dreaming of a better life , and I spend days alone closed in my room , sleeping and thinking about nothing and everything , my lonelyness is killing me slowly day after day .
People who are living a happy life will not care about what I'm saying , I don't think they can understand what I said , but I'm sure that a lot of people who had the same experience as me , are going to share the same feeling as me , they will feel every single word I said ..........