Since I was a little kid , I used to dream big , I used to think that life is very beautiful and I used to see my self as a happy and successful person in the future.
But now that I'm a grown man , I realise that I was just having a sweet dream .
Today I see everything in a different way , my life is so miserable and sad , and I don't know what to do or what to say .
The hardest life is when you are so lonely , waiting for someone to come and change your horrific life , but that's never happening for me , everyday I more and more sure that bad luck is my best friend , everytime I want to make a better change in my life , something worse happens , I don't know why ? How can I live a normal life like everyone I see ?
In my life I've true a lot of problems and hard times , but the biggest trouble of me everyday is my single life , everytime I see a happy couple , I ask my self these questions : " What's wrong with me ? " , "Don't I have the right to be with somebody ?" , " Why can't I be happy ? "