The junction of one step to next step may be hard.Life is not full of roses and fairytales,or like a successfull ted talk.
It is a mud full of hopelessness with tiny flowers standing on its surface.Hard work then emptiness, then success then loosing something then big happiness then loosing someone or just the other kind of same similie plot.
You cant figure out which page is turning next for you.
But you are the ink pen.You can write your tale the way you like.
Life just gives you circumstances.It doesnt make you a hard statue.You are flexible enough mouldable enough and mindful enough to change your way "only if you aim to make it your way"
Or else,you can just go with the flow.Like the thousands of people, you can also just blame the other person or that particular situation. Or even accept "your own self" like, yes I am senseless or I am lazy and I don't care or all that adjectives of cowardness.
"BUT MIND IT YOU HAVE THE POWER TO WRITE YOUR OWN TALE.MAKE THE BEST PLOT"
You can always change.The time you want to just end your cowardliness you can!
You own yourself.You are the protagnist of your plot.You can change your direcrions and motivation and intentions on the page you want to.You can design it your way.
Make the best plot.