Its hard to sleep at night... #sleeplessthoughts

"Hey we are going to miss you a lot will you miss us ... No ,actually  we're not going to miss you all, now its our rule here we are THE SENIORS THE TWELTHIEES { feeling a lot pain of separation and eyes filled with tears but not pretending as we're the cool dudes we cant speak such cheesy lines like miss u a lot blah! blah! .....}"
these words were spoken by our seniors and that was our { eleventhiees} reply. i was sleeping nicely as was tired in the farewell party of our seniors.i felt a bit thirsty so i went and had water when i went to bed again the same time i was thinking about the day , started with the evening function every one was exited so as i . i was exited because i was the anchor of the event . function started all the performances were going on we had a dance ,song etc.. it came to an end . then we had food and clicked thousands of pictures.they all were gathered in a circle   suddenly some of us {me n my friends } went there they gave us bites of desert and spoke " will you  miss us " our answer was " no , we are actually not "{ with eyes full of tears but as i mentioned above we're cool dudes. } now thinking over it i realized what would we do when we all will get separated .will we meet again or not ,will everyone be free at same time or not.
Its hard to sleep at night when many thoughts are going through your head..one more reason which currently affects my sleep is my 12th board exams as i want to score good marks i can't sleep at night ,use to drink  water and gaped at clock many times in night because motive arises out of needs and causes restlessness .on the other hand everyone in my school  is discussing about a trip which is going to be held for senior students due to this i feel restless and eager to know whether I'll go or not as i want to enjoy with friends and dont want to miss it at any cost😩😭