I know how it feels to be ALONE,
I know how it feels to be on your OWN!
Dear Readers,
Sometimes its okay to feel this way. Sometimes its okay to and it will eventually be okay.
We all face some difficult days when we start feeling unwanted, unloved, alone! This can further lead you into depression or sadness. I am not any different, I do feel alone though now I prefer to be alone I learn to enjoy my own company and believe me no one knows you better than yourself, no one can treat you better but you. I was used to be a very social person. Then something happened and I had to choose between the social life or my future so I choose future obviously any one will do the same. The thing I took granted at that was my friends. I had many friends and I can't explain to every single one about my decision so I tell few and I leave things behind. At the very beginning every thing seems to be so exciting the new environment etc. After some time I feel like sharing my experience so I look back and then I realize I am alone no body is following me. That made me little sad, but I made myself clear that I am not alone I still have few friends. So I take out my cellphone and dialed the number. I was pretty excited to listen familer voice but no one picked it up. I call every possible people that day. But seems like everyone was too busy or may be like me they have made a choice!
My heart broken that day, eyes were full of tears and actually expected from them to understand but unfortunately no one did. All the memories start visualizing inside my mind. I cried and cried. I felt bad and sad. I put on my shoes and leave for a walk. I saw many happy people on the road that day. That was making me feel more bad so I decided to go back home. As I was returning home I saw bakery, and there's a very cute advertisement of curd which says 'take me home' so I buy that and I came home. I am curd lover but that day while eating curd I got this idea, the idea that I can be happy on my own. I can't force anyone to stay, its okay not to have friends. Its okay to feel this way. One day or another everything's gonna be fine so it's okay if you don't have any one, you have You and that's the best you can have.
I know how it feels to be alone,
I know how it feels to be on your own.
It makes us sad,
It makes us cry.
But my friend you need to give yourself one more try.
All alone on a walking road,
All alone in the sky full of stars,
Don't gave up now you have came so far!
I know you need a friend to talk to,
A friend to talk to a friend to walk to,
Talk to yourself and walk with yourself.
Just hold your hand and go for a walk.
Feel the wind feel the sun,
My dear friend if you feel like then, run.
Don't hold any feeling inside you,
Let is shown in front of the nature that sits behind you.
You are Alone because you are brave,
Not because you are a looser for ,God sake.
Never let anything made you feel small,
Its okay if no body wants you now, but who cares after all.
Now take a deep breathe and let this all go,
You have you, you need no more!!!
Believe in yourself, you and only you are responsible for your happiness or sadness!
Be happy and take care!
Thanks for Reading...