I've been a bad girl for so long
going on about breaking someone's heart like it's not so wrong
I've been doing things, that makes me feel alive.
inflicting pain to other people as fast as you finished counting five.
leaving guys crying and doing everything just to get me back
but sad to say once I leave, I don't ever look back
I've been a playgirl for so long
acting like I was so strong
breaking every soul that I pass by
like it's nothing big to get them die inside.
I'm like this for a reason
I've got a story to tell behind it all
And tho I know it's not their fault that I'm in trauma hall
But breaking them helps me get through the pain
and for once it makes me think I'm strong enough to conquer the rain
I've been a breaking mess for so long
until I met this guy
the guy who's strong enough to break down the walls around my heart.
He melted the ice inside
He made feel like I'm the best girl in this life
But I'm not
I've been the girl I thought I was
I've been who I am and still he thinks I'm the best thing he got and own in this world.
But I'm not
I think I love him enough to know, I'm not good for him
But like I said
I've been a bad girl, a play girl, a selfish girl for so long.
I'm selfish enough to keep him mine.
I've been this way for so long and I'm gonna keep him mine for so long.