Since my birth , the day i was born .. and since i felt that im breathing and realised my heart is beating ..
yeah from this moments , i couldnt manage myself , i couldnt manage and organize my life , even my breath every single breath , i didnt know how and what is manner that could helps breath in a better way...
i was like dying , dying to impress myself , my parents ; dying to succes at school and have a good grades , dying to struggle and be this good the innocent girl , that she is okey in the eyes of people but she is dying from inside .