I wasn't the person I was 2 yrs ago.
Maybe the purpose of this app for me is to express my thoughts, not thinking that there are also some people who will find it relatable and has the same struggles just what I have.
After opening this account again after 2 years, I realized that just like me... you can also save your self from drowning from your own thoughts. If you'll only learn how to swim and save yourself. Believe me that it will take some time to be back at your feet again but it will be worth it.
Also know that it is okay not to be okay sometimes, and it's normal because you're a human. Feel the pain you are feeling today until you get over it, don't pressure yourself to be okay right away.
Just keep going no matter what life brings.