Some people expect you to understand, but they can't even do that to you. Some people think you've hurt them, but they don't even know what they've caused you. Some people think you're filled with drama, but they don't know what they've put you through...
Some people think you're unstable, but they're the ones who did the unpredictable. Some people think you're just bitter, but they never knew how much you've been pained by them.
Most times, your sensitivity to things, would tire the insensitive. Your truthfulness, would be cut off by the blind heart. But remember, that life is just filled with so many perspectives. We often see things so differently. What maybe right for others, maybe wrong for you. What may give them happiness, would probably kill you.
It's draining right? It's very exhausting. But my dear, don't hesitate to take a pause. Breath in and out. And just continue. Yes, you should. Continue.
Learn from your disappointments. Forgive those who've done you bad, even if it's intentionally. Cleanse your beautiful heart once in a while. Never let the fire of anger consume its serene waters. Warm it up, and never let anyone make it stone cold. Cry if you must, hug your pillows as tight as you can. But limit yourself. Have faith and believe it will soon all become better. Because it will. And once you've moved on, remember all the lessons. Remind yourself not to go back to that state anymore. Free yourself from worries. Let go all of your heartaches.
Do what is right and try not to hurt souls upon making your choices. If needed, do some sacrifices. Coz selflessness may hurt for real, but a pure heart, free from guilt, will always find the fine strings of happiness in this pretty messed up world.
Find your own vibe. Your own rhythm. Don't cry over people who can't be in sync with you. If they can't see your worth, then don't be afraid to say goodbye. Never regret that you've cared too much, loved too much and valued too much. Your heart is bigger than what normal humans have. So don't grieve when mediocres can't return what you've wholeheartedly given. Never settle for tiny feelings. For temporary emotions. For short-lived expectations. For inconsistencies and such.
You deserve far better. Way better. And nothing half baked.
Smile. Laugh. Be as crazy as you can be. For this world needs you. Yes, you are needed and you will always be. It needs an understanding person who isn't afraid of giving everything, while others share nothing but less. It's great to have you here.
If you felt you're underappreciated, let me tell you, that the world is blessed that you've been born. You are so wonderful and the world will always be grateful to have you.
Keep it up! Keep your sparks ignited. Keep living! :)