"Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain,
I leave my mind open, but it stays right here empty, insane."
Why can't I understand, am I crazy? Have I lost my mind? I really can't go hand in hand with it... I'm depressed, more or less scared, somewhat nervous and just very deep under the ground. You know it's just all about those marks. We have that competition in which we compare ourselves to be better than anybody else, but mind this competition just doesn't makes us better, it makes us BITTER instead, the high ones start becoming egoist and the lower ones loose their egos. Being a high school girl, I literally feel my life will never be the same as it was, when I was in elementary school. Something in my head tells me its not fair, something is wrong and I can't just cope up with all this. IIT (Indian Institute of Technology) is the god father in our stream. Unfortunately, I can't even get a part of it in my nightmares. I'm good at nothing, my minds shouts and my body is ready to sacrifice the soul for the goodness of my parents. I'm worried about my PARENTS' reputation in the society. I live for them, and I am really guilty over my performance. But what's better to cry over spilt milk... I hate myself, more than myself I hate grammar now. 1/4 marks ain't deduced babe, its 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!