Last night I found myself walking with somebody. Is that you? Oh well, yes it is you. It is like I was dreaming and I suddenly walk up with your hands intertwined with mine. Then I tried to gather my thought. Your presence makes my head spin a thousand times every minute. Then suddenly I remember what was I trying to fight, I let go of your hands. I did not try to look at you, because I know it would only make hold you closer. So I looked far, trying to follow the cars light and recognize the traffic light. Then you reached out for my hands once again. I felt my arms weaken, as if I cannot fight anymore. Like my hands wants yours so bad. Only if thoughts can be shut I will hold your hands closer, kiss it like a rose. But I fail. I was fighting you back. I want to fight back. I want to fight back the happiness your love brings.
Worry crept my mind.
Then you pulled me. Damn I was weak. I unconsciously leaned on you, was I really unconscious or you have defeated these walls.
I turned my back.
But you did not give up.
You are promising forever I was not ready of, but right at that moment I am already ready.
Your words are so enticing, conceiving a future of certainty, thought I am uncertain.
And you hugged me...... Tighter.... and tighter... and tighter.
You have me, and you just can't take it back anymore.
Let us just live for what we have.