I've always been afraid of towering heights
And falling in depths.
But you told me to take a leap.
You taught me to be brave. Courageous
enough, to take the risks.
Afraid? Yes. I was. But I did, thinking you'll
be there, throughout the jump.
It almost killed me.
The landing? It was so painful and very damaging. The kind of hurt I've never perceived I'll ever feel.
It caused me scars. Deep, severe and penetrating.
I thought the sudden pitch darkness was what they called death.
It was cold. And empty. The kind that sucks you into that hole.
But it was just the pit. The grave I've made. Slowly, right even from the very beginning of meeting you.