You are not the one who’s struggling, I also feel the same way in a different manner. I hate to say that I have to let you go because that is what I have to do. Why? It seems that i don’t have any option at all. No matter how much I understand, the time will come that I have to end and forgive myself. I’m sorry but I have to offer freedom and peace towards myself. I’m not saying that I feel terrible when we are still in that status but it seems that you make me feel sorry for myself. Too much understanding and too much forgiving. I bet I have to stop it. It’s not cool at all, It’s crazy. I was very comfortable being so good to you but you did not give importance to how I feel for you and to what I can do to make you feel important. Hey, I told you before that I’m willing to take risk in loving when it comes to you but you did not seems to understand that. I wish I can turn back the time when we are still friends shall I say. We are very comfortable and seems that we just let the feelings come and go. So delighted to know that we feel mutually. Oh, it was a waste now. I’m afraid it was.
I have to let go of this stupidity. I know it's gonna be a big loss but the hell I care? How much would I lose if I’ll continue understanding and loving you? There is no assurance about everything. You can love someone that you don’t need to change and someone who can understand the mess that you’re going through. It’s tough for you but it’s also tough for me to know that I was the taken for granted person in your life. No, I’m not asking you to give me all your time nor give me the whole of you but Hey I’m asking you to let me be part of you. You never let me into your life. You’re making me stay outside for a while now until such time that the rain comes and makes me wish that all of that was just a dream. I tried to knock but you seems so busy with your other life that you miss what I’m asking. I tried to pick you up when you’re down and feels like being thrown away but you seems so lucky to feel that I’m just too good to you. I was tired of being the saint. I’m up now. So I’ll let you go even if it hurts.