Getting better
Self redemption was the hardest part after picking up the broken parts. Not everyone is capable of doing it after you shattered. It takes a lot of courage to be able to complete the crucial part of redeeming the things that has been lost for a long time. The thing is you've moved on but to start over to to start something over would take time before achieving it. You'll get pain along the way. You'll be knock down hundred times but still you'll get some courage to get up. You might get lost along the way but you'll still able to find the light to get through the tunnel.
Sometimes, shaping up yourself may turn you down with your own expectation from becoming better to less expected. Some things might be lost from yourself when you go along the process. It could be something that is within you but it will eventually get back to you and when it happen, it will be more of you and it will be better than before. Redeeming yourself is becoming better from where you are before.