I have failed to differentiate what is true from false ... because everyone and everything seems rigged.
Every time you roll your eyes at me ,or when you whisper and giggle behind me , when your every sigh attempts it's best to belittle me,I will not stop being what I am and I will not stop doing what I love.I will not cave. Do you know how hard it is for me to take all of that into my system and then try every possible method under the sun to discard it from my mind?? Do you?? Do you know how hard it is for me to not change according to your opinion, and those shards of words that just seem to chisel into that part of my mind that feels emotions???do you have any idea how hard it is to be happy when the world is infected with people like you who are waiting their turn to pick and trick and juggle with naive emotions???
And you tell me I'm too loud?? , You tell me I'm over enthusiastic , that I'm always excited too much ,you tell me that I'm extra......cause you know why??Yes, that's exactly what I am ...An extra-ordinary .A much more than enough.I have my own perspective to things if you can't respect that ,leave.I have my own way of appreciating life if you can't stop looking down upon that,leave.Thats right 'LEAVE NOW!' I do not have the time or the need to please some forced toxic friendships,that stampede all over my pride,just so I hurt.....just let me be....let me be me.
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