let's go outside before the mattress eats you up

fluorescent headphones, pensive tension

what is up with your self-destructive listenings

long reserved for all the September evenings

You convince me they're for the stories

so tragic and lovely, they all needed telling

in retrospect, i should've argued

Did they? None of your sad lo-fi songs ever mattered

You were only succumbing to the dejection

and i suppose, you'll turn down this intervention

so if you wish to step more into the melody, the poetry,

today's a present i don't want

for you will continue to cower behind convenient lies

tomorrow, i may lose the love of my life 

the weather's great, but you're out of control

sad Dollface, you need the air - let's go for a stroll

- let's go outside before the mattress eats you up

10.26.20

@sad_girlfriends_club