I fell for it
I fell for you
Again
And again
And again
You swore to God that it would be different
That this was meant to happen
That we could conquer the world together
Then I did a stupid thing
I believed you
I am so sick of this cycle that I have been trapped in
Yes no yes no I don't know I really don't know
You treat me like a light-switch
On
I love you
Off
I'm in a dark place right now
On
I can do anything with you by my side
Off
We need time ALONE
I am done letting you control me
This is the last time I will ever let you trap me with your eyes
I will go blind if it means I can start feeling again
I will bathe in the most frigid of waters if it will erase the feeling of you on my skin
I will sever my own lips if it means I can forget the taste of yours
You have built me up time and time again
Just to bring me down with you
But it's not your fault...
When you first started building, you used your own blocks for my foundation
You never thought you would run out
But when that happened, you had nothing more to give
And the beautiful structure, built from you and me
Came crashing down
As it always has
And it always will
Until you get some more fucking blocks
Then it will start over again
The cycle of construction, love, and promises
I'm sorry for the next one who falls for you
Because you...
You need to fall for yourself