i'm writing this text first as a thanks, for the wonderful gift you gave me, and as a reply on the deep and cute words you did write..
I put this morning your pendant, in my necklace, like i putted all of you in my heart.. In my heart forever, i wrote for you about 50 long texts and until now i just can not explain how much do u mean to me.. A reason, day after day this is getting bigger and stronger! I have so much feelings for u that can nobody know about! you are just special for me as god made u .. special ..
I'm so glad that i made a difference in your life no matter how was it a small or a big one, i always wonder how my life would be like if we never met, As god knew what we wanted as he made you bniya and i, reality in one path. we’ve taught and showed many things to each other, horrible and wonderful things as wel, we have sympatised and learned from it, patience.. struggle.. familiarity.. and the list is longer than a list of 365 reasons* ..
I'm just pleased and i have the privilege to be the person you trust after "titi", i've been so honest with you all the time, and i've never lied to you, but i did'not imagine that one day you would say someting like that, that means a lot actually ! so thank you heart to heart.. and i want you to know that i've never hated you, We're not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward. more than that i've never trusted someone like you before, and there is no doubt this won't ever change not matter what.. coz you still have the very special peace of my heart, you bniya my very-self! : ) And i will stay in your present and in your future like i did in the past, i'can't be moved away from one of the amazing persons that’s been on my mind for so so long, you know that i'm tough, and i'm not someone who walks so easily, so i'll keep making your days as possible, be there for you like i promised drawing that cutest thing ever seen on your face, drawing your smile, make you happy! that's all i want. yeah for me your smile it is literally the cutest thing i've ever seen, and it's unfair to don't share it with the world; the beauty of your smile and your eyes spread love! and i'm drowing in that beauty everytime i see you and so far if ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart like i did, coz i'll stay there forever and you should know that i will drop oceans just to see you! to be with you! to hold to my promises and make sure, if one day you want to run away don't be afraid to call me, i don't promise you to make or ask you to stop, but i will run with you anyway, give you my shoulder to cry on if you want.. i believe that the next chapter is always better than the one that preceded it, and it might be take a year it might be take a day, but i keep the faith what's mean to be will always find away!
And for the present i hope you are enjoying your life, i'm just making a caution to anybody hurts or just tries to hurt my little Bniya, his/her ass would be kicked so hard.. i swear god !!!!
so as you can see i'm not moving away from you like mostly people do in my case.. and if it means something it only means that my feelings for you are so strong and true, either my emotions are intense.
well it's all said and done, what you are to me is more than words or numerical description, more than just a flowers or any gift..
thank you again from the deepest part of me, thank you for every word you said about me! By the way it won't rain like you said, coz you are amazing just the way you are :))