i was completely lost in the dark
All that echoed in my ears was everyone's bark
On how evil and dumb I can be
Because that is what they see
I'm used to other people hurting me
I'm used to being depressed, live in misery
But i never would have thought that even I,
hurt someone too, i can't deny
I was wicked, shame on me
She never accepts my sorry
Well why wouldn't she,
I was her friend she never thought I could be
At that moment I realized
I need to get my prized
For me being a bad friend
I will pay it with my life, so it would end
Using the sharp side of a tin can
I draw a line under the palm of my hand
I see a red liquid flowing down the floor
And only my sobs is what they hear behind this cubicle door
This line is a mark of me being insane
For what that I feel is only the pain
Locked up inside my heart, i have no one to blame
The time of my death is already came
But the funny thing is this lines that I reap
Don't kill me, maybe it wasn't that deep?
Now that I'm still alive what am I gonna do?
Please tell me, i have no one to talk to.
note : This only happened yesterday, October 14, 2017...
if you are reading this.. please HELP ME!