I am not your past time.
I am not someone you can just call just because you're bored.
I am not someone you'll message just to help you kill time.
I am not someone you use to make the winding of the arms of the clock move faster than it should be.
I am not the one you can, "hey, wanna hang out?" And not talk for weeks after that.
I am not the one you'll see waiting for you to get bored so that you'll need me again.
I am not the one who will beg for your love like a beggar on the streets begging for coins.
I will not be like that.
I will never do that again.
I deserved to be loved like you do.
I deserve to spend time to
not because they don't have anything else good to do but because they want to.
Because they need to.
Because I am their priority.
I am not your temporary guy.
My time isn't just for short time talks, small drinks, quick sex.
My time has its worth, and yours is worthless.