Little Do You Know!

As I look into the days some memories shows up,

And now when I think, I actually realized, was I am conquest to you?

A peak or a mountain you just want to conquer?

So that your friends call you the "conquerer"!!

There's a lot in my thoughts which I want you to answer,

But shortage of words or inappropriate framing of words made me SILENT,

I know it doesn't matter anymore,

Because now you are just a memory,

A memory which I can erase anytime I want,

But, may be some pain is needed to move on,

Was I actually a conquest to you???

Or you love me???

It was 3 am in the morning when you first said you love me,

I listened to that in the first go but deliberately I asked again,

I still remember what you said 'you said it's late let's sleep'

If little do I know I would have insist little more to hear the same from you the very same night,

But I thought I have all the time in the world, this assumption was my mistake,

You knew the type of girl I was, don't you?

Bold, carefree, jolly, adventures, fearless still I fall for your stupid trick,

You know why? 

Because I deep down I was too scared to fall but with you I didn't set any boundary,

Saw you walking away that day when I came to see you off,

We were holding hands and I felt something, I want moment to stop right there, I don't want you to move, 

Was I really a conquest to you???