As I look into the days some memories shows up,
And now when I think, I actually realized, was I am conquest to you?
A peak or a mountain you just want to conquer?
So that your friends call you the "conquerer"!!
There's a lot in my thoughts which I want you to answer,
But shortage of words or inappropriate framing of words made me SILENT,
I know it doesn't matter anymore,
Because now you are just a memory,
A memory which I can erase anytime I want,
But, may be some pain is needed to move on,
Was I actually a conquest to you???
Or you love me???
It was 3 am in the morning when you first said you love me,
I listened to that in the first go but deliberately I asked again,
I still remember what you said 'you said it's late let's sleep'
If little do I know I would have insist little more to hear the same from you the very same night,
But I thought I have all the time in the world, this assumption was my mistake,
You knew the type of girl I was, don't you?
Bold, carefree, jolly, adventures, fearless still I fall for your stupid trick,
You know why?
Because I deep down I was too scared to fall but with you I didn't set any boundary,
Saw you walking away that day when I came to see you off,
We were holding hands and I felt something, I want moment to stop right there, I don't want you to move,
Was I really a conquest to you???