"Shall I be true here or shall I be the one I usually am? If I be usually am , it will be about cheery little quotes and a little things here and there about how my parents treat me. But what I am, is not only this cheered up soul. I am not saying I am broken because that would be very funny of me to say, broken isn't the word, Lost is, I am lost, Ray. Every cell in my body makes me feel, I don't belong here. I am lost, Ray." She spoke finally after his constant urges. He stood beside her as she spoke the entire team and sighed as she finished.
"Lost, Amara? Is that what you think?" He said as he caressed her cheek."Lost, isn't a word stuck to you, Amara. Everyone is lost when they are here, but Lost makes you search more, explore till you find a piece of it. Piece of where you belong, and it is not easy, I'll tell you. It takes ages sometimes, and days, if you get lucky." He looked down on her. "That's the beauty of it, Amara. It makes you crippled with joy." He finished , his eyes observing her as she played with the piece of paper in her hand. Ray firmly placed her hand on her chin and made her look up in his eyes, "You won't be lost for long. I promise." He wasn't green eyed, something she always wanted in her man, he wasn't strong either, felt like even Amara could beat him with her strength. Ray wasn't the guy of her 'Dreams'. He wasn't even one step closer to it, she was only with him because he was a good listener and he gave good suggestions as well, and he was with her for God knows what Love he talked about. Ray was not the guy she would marry, in case , any of you thought so. She nodded, not a very good response to one such lovely gesture. But, his words did make her believe, though. It wasn't just the words, it was the voice in her head, which always guided her, that it was time.
He smiled at her, as he pinned her hair behind her ear, "You are sleepy." He said as he frowned. "You need to sleep." He nodded, seriously.
"Am I?" She said in a hush as she sat down on the bed and realized how tired she actually was. " Yes, I am." She mumbled. Ray bent down to kiss her goodbye. Another good thing about him was that he never let her feel unloved, anytime. Just Incomplete.
He left as soon as she was in bed, Amara looked up at the ceiling as she thought. 'I am gonna find you, and never go away, ever again, I promise.' She spoke and she had no idea what she was talking about, but she meant it, her voice echoed in her ears as she dozed to sleep.
I promise. Promise.
Incomplete histories never fade away.