Let me dream
a dream for you
And make it come true
Even if it's not
about me and you
Even if it's not about
you loving me too
Let me completely confess
that my love
never becomes less
I know I'm more
of a living mess
that only gives you
constant stress
But let me love you,
that's all I beg of you
Let me remember you
till life's after-end,
Even if I'm still
not your friend
I love you, only you
Even if you never feel
the same way too
I wish I could forget you
but it's not helping me
to get away from you
and the spellbinding
thought of you
I love you like
there's nothing new,
like everyday is just
for the memory of you
Just for the love
unanswered by you
You and only you
Let me whisper her sweetest
utterances in your ear
Let me feel her
ever-gigantic love for you
As if I were her
loving you with no fear
But let me do it alone
As I compose the unfolded
bildungsroman of a love un-won
Let me march with
my massive mirrorings
Without strumming and striking
reality's wobbly strings
Let me not wish
a wish for me
If it means setting you free
and leaving you be
Let me solemnly suffer
to love you even better
Let me soberly suffocate
to feel love instead of hate
Let me be
who I want to be
Even if it's not what
my bleeding soul
wants to see
Let stalagmite one-sidedness
plunge stalactite pain
into my battle-bruised back
Let my jet-streaming feelings be
back to back in jet black
Let me mourn
for a love unborn
and timeworn
Let me pretend
there's no other asphyxial
love to comprehend
Let me be stick in the mud
For you are the first
and the last love
I wish to have...
but never had!