Sitting on my couch a thought hit my mind,
How small things brought the change in my life.
The unraveled meaning of those tearless cries,
That I hid behind those hollow smiles.
I was depressed, I was in pain,
I know my life was all in vain,
The thoughts I had were all insane,
N I was all alone in that black rain.
But it's different now, gone the tragic past,
I heartily laugh on my own scars.
It's tickling now, I once called pain,
I'm now so calm in this darkness so dense.
The pain n suffering has all gone,
Things don't bother once I cared for.
surrounded by the silence I'm on my knees,
but still, I don't knows why I'm not in peace.
The unanswered questions, I don't long anymore for,
No more are the feeling that once thrived me to the spine,
But still I feel, the motion of a familiar stranger,
Have I lost in time, or it is the lost time..!!!