A Love Like This

I want to fall in love.

Pure, unadulterated love. Love which leaves me gasping for breathe. Love which makes me feel butterflies in the stomach everytime I see him, or everytime I even think of seeing him. Love which is free from all inhibitions. Where we don't need to pretend. No, where I don't need to pretend to like cheesy pet names. Where I don't need to pretend to give a fuck about what others think of us being together. 

I want a relationship where both of us share some similar interests; but have differences of opionion too, so that we can argue over a cup of hot chocolate on a sultry evening. I want a relationship where we can talk about any and everything- ranging from serious issues to trivial matters which don't even need to be discussed. I want a relationship where the spark never dies. I want a relationship where it will be easy- just flawlessly, smoothly easy. No extra efforts needed to please each other. Where it just happens!  I want a relationship where, when I'm with him, I'll feel extremely calm AND immensely excited- at the same moment. Excited- because I know it's him. And I want to touch every bit of him, I want to feel him, his breathe on the nape of my neck, his lips on every inch of my skin, his arms around me, and we can silently imbibe each other's warmth. Calm- because I know it's him! And I am perfectly content, just knowing that I'm with him, knowing that he'll be there for me whenever I need him, knowing that it's gonna be us, always.

I want him to read, to write, to think, to have dreams, to know what it's like to love and to lose, to have experienced how it's like being hurt and to have recovered. I want to see passion in his eyes when he talks about things he wants to achieve in life, things he loves, no matter how minute they might be. I want him to suggest me good books, and to read the ones that I suggest him, and then talk about those books. I want him to spend time with me, not in some fancy restaurant or some cheesy romantic date, but just be with me, in every mundane minute, and we can just be together, knowing that it's the best thing we can do.

I want a relationship where both of us know that we can leave if we want, but also know that's not the option we'd select. I want a relationship where there's no "made for each other" kind of pointless understatements. No, we're not MADE for each other. We're just there, for each other. Where we accept each other's flaws and intensifly our love 'cause of them; where we are proud of each other and feel lucky, every single day; where we know we fall in love all over again every once in while; where we know that this IS it.

I want a love like this.