On that night, She never knew, Her fate will lead her to him, She never knew she'll fall for him, She never knew what love was like. What was it like to look into someone's face, and knowing that he was the best thing on earth until she met him. What really attracted her to him? She never knew. As usual, She was running after her ambitions, but love was running after her. How can you run from something but it just keeps following you? how can you don't want to fall in love but you just fall? It is something that exceeds every mental thought in her mind.
but here is how it goes like, "Fate", Why did they talk on that night? and why did her heart beated that fast afterwards? it was Fate. She knew that there was something about him that keeps her wanting to look into his eyes, and keep staring at him. It wasn't his looks, or his personality. It was literally his eyes, Something in his eyes made her feel safe, interested and wanting to know more. She wasn't that type of girl that is brave enough to fall in love, but when she felt it, She believed love is real. She felt all of that but she told him, "I don't believe in love, love is a fantasy, There is alot of things in my life that'd be more important." She wanted to convince herself, That feeling wasn't real, She wanted to say it to herself out loud. Maybe she was afraid, but on that night, She knew, "love isn't a fantasy", love exists and it is real, Even if we don't admit it to the people we loved or even to ourselves and she'll always remember how his eyes brightened when he said "That's my favourite place" and his eyes when they brightened, They were even brighter than the moon light shining above them. She knew even if her ambitions were the most important thing in her life, She may fall in love, Unexpectedly. She knew it wasn't something we can control. She knew she'll always remember her first conversation with him and she also knew even she won't admit it. For the first time She listened to lana del rey when she says " Everybody told me love is blind, then I saw your face and you blew my mind" and felt it. She knew that love is blind and that her mind was blown.