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On some days, You feel like you just can't be positive. On some days struggling is such a good hunter, capturing every single thing around you and turning everything into a huge burden that you cannot bear.
On some days You feel like you are sorry for being into that struggle, for being you. Although you are the one who is suffering, but when you are used to being the shoulder for your loved ones, You hate the fact that you aren't a superhero and you can't be just fine all the time, and that you want a shoulder to lean on too, but you maintain your strength and suffer in silence.
On some days insecurities eat each and every part of the dessert your soul could make and no matter how a skillful cook of cheerfulness and kindness you are, You can hear those insecurities telling you "Your sweet dessert no longer tastes sweet, it tastes sour, honey" in a mean voice you just can't handle.
On some days no matter how you seem you have got it all, You are just exhausted, as if you are running a race that has no ending line but all you can do is to keep running.
But here is the good news, today and while I am writing this,I admit it to my readers, I am a prey of those mean, cruel yet "meaningless" non evidential sounds of mind.
Those sounds were telling me for the past few days "oh, don't try to write anything and stay in your bubble, You don't have any thoughts to offer, because you aren't even feeling okay, How would you write, then?".
But I just beat them and came to the platform and wrote the above lines, I used some stubbornness!
and You can too. You can keep beating any mean thoughts.
So here we go.
To those who suffer in silence.
To those who needed a shoulder to lean on but standed straight and didn't move, and preferred to act stronger than they are instead of leaning on the wrong shoulder or burdening a loved one with their problems or inner struggles.
To those who are afraid to show their vulnerabilities just like how I am afraid of that!
I hope you find your strength to keep going, although it is not all the time an easy thing.
I hope you don't feel that there is something wrong with you just because you feel confused on some days.
I hope you find one sincere shoulder to lean on that makes you super comfortable, so you could just break down when needed, without feeling you are a burden, so you don't have to hide that vulnerability.
I hope you find your own special home in a shape of human being.
I hope you don't feel like your voice is trapped inside your chest.
I hope you aren't judged of having it all together because you just look good or beautiful or cheerful, because you are a human, it means on some days you just don't feel okay and you just want to vent. It doesn't mean you aren't aware of who you are.
The only thing I am sure of, that you should clap your hands for yourself on the bad days you are passing by when you choose to struggle alone..When you choose to hide sadness, when you gain stubbornness to beat the unwell feeling.
Today, I admit I wasn't feeling well but I wrote.
Today, if you aren't feeling well, and You are reading this, and for that I am so proud of you!
and If you got it all together, I am happy for you
*The whole article is just a reminder to stay strong on bad days and to never need to apologize because you are you, Never let "Some days" control your whole life*.
May our good days be the most and our hard to pass moments be the least.
Whenever you feel that you can't get out of a dark place or time, read this. #BeginAgain #Launchora.
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Updated on February 25, 2019
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