I do not know.. whether i m in love or not..!! sometimes i really love this feeling..!! sometimes it hurts me the most also...!! I love him ..but do not know..whether he loves me or not...!! its almost one year.. we are like best friend..!! i never thought .. i could fall in love...!! but ..i do not know...how this happens to me...!! sometimes..i really want him ...in my ..every part of life...but ...always there is a question ... !! whether he wants the same or not...!!
Its all about my love..!! which is still one sided :( ..!! because ..now i have the truth as a reason ..that.. he never loves me...!! He always loves me as a friend..!! Its really very tough to accept dis truth ,,,!! but ..i have to..!! because ...now m helpless..!! Anyways..I really feel lucky to be your best friend... but ...i have done a mistake...!! By LOVING me...!! I do not know how it happened.. because from my childhood .. i promised myself.. and ,,,challenged my friend also ..that.. LOVE is impossible for me...!! but ... I do not know how all dis happened..!!
Life seems totally changed..!! M sorry.. my First Love...!! I can't say or express my feelings to you..!! because.. for me.. OUR FRIENDSHIP is more valuable than my LOVE ...!!
So..Lastly .. I wanna say - " Hey..!! My Idiot,crazy,stupid,Dumbo Friend ...!! I do not know .. how u became my FIRST LOVE <3 but Thanks for coming like a pretty DREAM in the spring :) ..I will try my best to hide this...!! because ..at some point of our life .. we have to realize .. someone can stay in our heart .. but not in life.
(I want to dedicate this to you my best friend,because of you only.. i have started writing something almost after so many years.)
LOTS OF LOVE