Feelings, emotions and thoughts all become so much oppressive when you know that it's all going to end. And at that time you really need someone by your side, someone who can understand you, someone who can help you to deal with these feelings.
Luckily I had Niharika by my side in that hard time. I never showed it to anyone but I was breaking down on inside. Last two days we spent on my love life's discussion. She was constantly asking me to confess my feelings, for according to her Shreya too had feelings for me. But I knew that it's just a mirage, "Shreya Nanda, the most gorgeous girl on the earth having feelings for a person like me" is just like snowball's chance in hell.
Today after that call, I was once again indulged in the same conversation with Niharika. Once again she was trying to convince me to take a chance, atleast I won't regret that I didn't even try. Somewhere in my heart I too wanted to take that chance but was afraid of losing her friendship. And why shouldn't I be?? After all it took me seven years... Seven long years to be in her friendlist.
As the night was getting darker, our conversation was getting deeper with each and every passing moment. After a long discussion, my mind overtook the fear and I was finally convinced by her. I decided to take the chance, atleast I would get to know that what she really think of me.
Now it's was like either do or die...
I took a deep breath and relaxed myself for a minute.
And then I texted her...
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