EPILOGUE...
How life gets changed in just a few moments?? Few days ago I was waiting for school to get over but now when it's over, I again want to be there. Actually it's not the school that I'm missing, it's my friends, the fun we had there and most of all... The love of my life... Shreya.
It had been a week from the farewell, my school life was over and so was my untold love story. Though we used to talk over phone and social networking sites everyday. But still it felt like it was all over now.
I spent my days either lost in her thoughts or regretting my silence. There were times when I had started daydreaming about me confessing my feelings and she having the same feelings for me. I had created many scenarios for this proposing session in my mind.
I know it's insane but when you really love someone it all starts making sense.
But I somehow console myself by thinking about the good times we spent together and that I am too a part of her life now... Not that much special, but still I was happy.
It was almost a week that I hadn't seen her. And that was just two days to go for my eighteenth birthday. The whole day went well but after the afternoon nap, nothing seems good to me. I was feeling low, something was missing. I just wanted to see her beautiful smile, listen her endless talk, and tell her how much she meant to me...
I had a long discussion with myself for almost an hour before making a call and then finally I called her.
We talked for about forty minutes before we hung up. She told me how much she get bore at home and how badly she was missing the school. And I wanted to tell her how badly I was missing her, but I just listened to her. I just wanted that call to last forever but I guess her mother didn't want the same. So we had to disconnect the call.
There were some mixed up emotions, I just don't know what was happening, I just didn't feel good. But I decided to ignore my feelings... Like all the other times...