Its difficult to remember her first site because each time I see her,I feel like I am seeing her for the first time.She sought admission in our school in the seventh standard and to be very true I did not even notice her until I was in the ninth standard. To be very frank in the ninth standard I was introduced to the new dimensions of love-A thing known as Lust.I came to know about the female body and it practically mesmerized me.
It was then that I noticed her. She was short,she had beautiful dark eyes,she wore specs and had dark gorgeous hair.Her face was filled with pimple marks and she had an extremely joyous smile.I was first attracted to her body but then her body was important to me, only her personality matters.Previously,I wanted to touch her now I want to see her happy.
By the time I was deciding whether I really love her or do I just like her body,I was already promoted to the tenth standard.Now I had decided that I will surely tell her about my feelings. It was a Thursday when I decided that I would tell her about my feelings but on Wednesday I came to know that one of my best friends has already taken the first steps towards her and the worst part is that she also had started liking him.
Knowing that was one of the worst feelings of my life , I have spent almost a year since then,looking at both of them loving each other.Now the only way by which I assure myself is that I feel contended that she is happy with him and I think that Ihave to endure this sorrow for love's sake.