we grow. we find people. some of them stay. some of them don't. some people have the same wierdness like us, they become our friends. the one, who don't even tolerates it, but kinda loves it, becomes our soulmate. but, we lose. they go, and we can't just help it. so, is there anything we can do about it?
one thing which we can definitely do,is to marry oneself. marry yourself first. oh darling, give yourself that much love and care, like you aren't expecting anyone else to do it for you. when you realise, you are worth more than anything in this world, when you relalise, that you are your best that anyone can ever be, you will be amazed to see how things will change. you just need ones who understands you, who thinks you are simply amazing even when you are at your worst. and respects you anyway. most importantly, who are worth your time. because darling, you are worth every god damn thing in this world.
"you are enough. you are so enough, it is unbelievable how enough you are."
marry yourself. because when you love yourself, you will start prioritize things, and will realise, the most important thing is YOU.
go out, shine like a star, live the life you want, and, SHINE.