Its a hot summer day around 46 degree Farenheat...She was far away from me i can reach her but can't see a right stream. I know she loves me but..still a fear of future hits me. I spoke to her a couple of days before she was fine...but only fine..!! She needs some attention she needs some more love..!! more than her parents do..!! was that me..!! yeah..!! may be....
Its 1:45 of noon still not feeling hungry..jst she only she is there in my mind...!!! "I LOVE YOU , BABY..!! Miss U a Lot..!!" i just want to say her but can't contact her now...!! situations are set so...!!! What wrong did I do..?? was seeing her happy and safe was a mistake..!! doing everthing on risk not even knowing to my parents..!! crossing my boundries for her happinesss..!! Why can't they understand..???
It Goes On...
A Day passed i still had a hope she would contact me some how...!!! and her friend text me in the messsenger she was talking to her i asked her to connect the call to conference...she did thn i heard her voice says "yeah tell me..!!!". Then i said "what happen ". She was like "nothing much...!!jst something against what we expected..!!, forget me.!!make your life i think this won't work out not now". I was like "Are you mad..!! what happen now they told not to contact me but see you still do...!! I love you baby!! and you do so..!!!it's just waste of thinking rubbish..!! we aren't at the peak stand we still have time to make our life..!!" She said"Ok!! Fine don't think about it just make sure make your examination will..!!!". I said "Yes, I will but just let me her a smile on now..!!". And thn i heard her beautiful smile she said"LOVE YOU!! IDOIT"....