While you're busy thinking of destroying
my walls,
You make me question why
I've already let you in.
While you're busy playing and goofing
around,
You make me think if having you will be my
guilt-filled sin.
While you're busy refuting all my beliefs,
You make me change my fixed and narrow
views.
While you're busy leading me further on,
You make me confused of what to choose.
While you're busy earning my confidence,
You make me bothered by all the things
I feel.
While you're busy ending your confusion,
You make me prove that mine's becoming
real.
While you're busy being so sweet to
another girl,
You make me love you more and more
each day.
While you're busy showing that you're
prioritizing her,
You make me strong to endure it all and
stay.
While you're busy proving that we were
never meant to be,
You make me hope there's still a chance.
While you're busy staring and adoring her,
You make me wish for a simple glance.
While you're busy smiling and laughing
together,
You make me cry and struggle all alone.
While you're busy texting and calling her,
You make me bare my eyes on the phone.
While you're busy making her,
The dream you wished that had come true,
You make me face and confront my own
painful reality.
While you're busy saying that you've
already fallen in love,
You make me ask, why it
will never be with me.