So it has been a while since I wrote anything at all. Well, probably because my "time management" skills ain't that great. What makes me write this piece now, is not because I have a definite topic in mind, but because the only closest thing I can relate to right now is my laptop.
It's Friday afternoon and four more hours to finish work. Happiness should be all over the place by now. But it isn't. Why? If I only knew the answer, sigh! Normally, I would be hyper excitedly looking forward to the weekend. Somehow this time, it doesn't feel right. Usually I have plans, yet today, there are none.
Loneliness is not the reason nor am I feeling lost. But emptiness it is, that I'm feeling the most. May be it is just one of those days where you need to sit down with a cup of coffee, stare at the bright blue sky and do some self-introspection. But the question still remains. Will the emptiness go away? It has been a while since I've felt these kind of negative vibes. Finding myself at a point where I no longer know what I really want to do to make things better, I continue to question the emptiness. Should I still look for answers or just leave it be and let time do its own magic? Meh. I'll just leave it be.