A Message In Drafts

I always had a feeling that we'd last forver;
I had hopes that I'd fulfill all my stupid wishes with you..
Those hopes dies the day you told me that I was a piece of shot in your life!!
Something was incomplete..
I had lost a part of my life when you left.

You said my feelings were fake.. But you know what?
They were never as real for anyone as they were for you;
You were the only guy I used to think about..
You said I spoilt your reputation, like what?

Your friends.. They hate me!
Their dislikes became yours.
But why didn't mine?
Even I was your "So-called Best Friend" once upon a time!

I fought with the whole world just to be with you.. But You betrayed me. You decieved me.
And you just left..

Your eyes locked in mine when you saw me in school;
You got a smile on your face whenever you saw me;
Or at least, that's what you told me.
I yearned for your happiness day and night.
All the time I wanted you by my side!
Then, why did you leve a girl who kept you really happy?

I still waited for you..

You came after A long time;
After I had lost all my hopes!
You told me that you always were with me!
You told me that you always knew what I was going through..
But this time, I found you fake!
Because you never realised what YOU had put me through.
I asked you the reason why you came back!
You said you needed me as a "Good Friend".

I wanted more of us.
I wanted "US" to last forever.
I wanted more of you.
I wanted "YOU" to be with me.
"Good Friends" is what I didn't want.
But for your happiness, I agreed even to that!

I forgot your abusing words.
I forgot your broken promises.
I forgot you making me feel like a stranger.
I accepted your "Good Friendship".

I know I have flaws. a lot of flaws.
But despite everything, my love and affection for you was never fake!
I ruined your life (as you said me) ;
I apologise for that!
But I guess I deserve better for my faith in you;
Don't you think?

Now, I think I'm over you!
I hope I don't meet with any person who would turn into you!
I'm strong now. I'm over you. I'm the best because I learnt from my mistakes.
Hopes keep me alive!!