When it's dark outside , the stars shine in the sky , the moon reflects it's light on earth , some people are swimming in their dream worlds , some are just resting their bodies , the streets are quiete , the doors are closed ... and I ? I am up thinking about him and writing .
I miss him .
we only met a few times during a year and a month of our relationship so it is very hard to deal with this huge lack of him or consistent emptiness ...when he is next to me i miss him even more ,and it's frustrating .
Going out i see couples holding hands , talking as they walk past me ,laughing at things and jokes only them can understand , and i envy them so much .
He lives in other city but my heart is connected to his ,when i close my eyes i see him , i see his face his features ,his eyes look straight at me , and i can feelhis love .
Being in his arms is one of the greatest things for me , the feeling of his strong arms around my shoulders is just amazing ... it's like home , his arms are my home i belong there .
I can't wait to be with him under one roof , to wake up every morning in his embrace and see his pretty face everyday , to be his and him mine forever , to appreciate and cherish every moment i spend with him ...yes it is my dream .... my dream is to have him end my midnight melancholy.
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