What hurts me the most is fighting over with my best friend.
It's like crushing my heart into pieces.
And the worst part is that you wouldn't know what you have been fighting over.
It breaks my heart to hear she's not okay.
Or that she's tired of being strong.
I don't know why she said that but it makes me sad.
She shouldn't feel that way.
And losing her as my best friend makes my life miserable.
I keep reminding her to be happy, strong, and not to give up at all. Even though she seems that the ground would eat her.
I don't want her to lose in her train of thought.
I know that everyday is a trying time. But like her she shouldn't give up. She should keep on trying, cause I know better days are coming. We don't know when or how it will happen. But it will happen.
She is lovely, strong, kind, has a big heart, and an independent woman. And I know she can do it. I know, cause I have faith in her.
And when I'm with her I know I'm not alone in this world and somebody recognizes me.
For who I am.
She is one of the people who supported me. Who made me strong. And would always say to hold on to whatever happens.
We need people like her. The strong woman that she is. Even when she feels she's not good enough. When she thought she can't go on, cause I know she can. And she's better than anyone I know.
To my best friend. Please don't give up. Don't say that you're not enough. Cause you are MORE THAN ENOUGH. They just can't see it. But you are worth it. You're not shitty and you don't suck. And I love you because you are you. No transparency. Just purely you. And that's what I love about you. Simply being you. We need people like you who are soft but genuine in this world.
So always remember. You are not a burden. And I love you. ALWAYS.