Mother nostalgy

On a sunny monday , my momy woke me up to go to shcool just as always with that smiley face and those fair hands telling " wake up little girl you dont want to be late for school " that day  started to end up with the a tragedy that marked me forever . She kissed me goodbye asking me to go back home early so that we go shopping that evening . Once back home she was their preparing her self to go out looking so beautiful and wearing that perfum that i use to love "esperanza" . As a women who suffered from a lot of diseases , she use to pass out regularly especialy that she suffered from diabetes but just a peace of shugar or a candy could make her better . That monday while shopping she past out on the street , a man that saw what happend came with a shair for her to sit on . Noing that this usualy happens i gaves her a peice of chocolat that she bearly could eat and went to buy her a bottle of watter , when i came back she hold my hand hardly and lookes at me straight in the eyes trying to tell me that everything was going to be ok . I tried to give her another candy but her mouth wont open i was still talking to her when she became pale and closed her eyes and layed her haid to the back , i panicked and people were all over the place asking what's wrong or what's going on and the only thing that i had in mind was calling the emergencies after that i tried calling all my family menbers just to ask for help and all of them were on their way to me . at that time i looked at her and then realized that she was gone , dead , i cheked her pauls and nothing , nothing was their , i was still holding her hand which was freasing but i didnt even notice that because i didnt want to believe that she was gone . My father arrived and the ambulance at the same time they tooke her to the hospital . I went back home waiting for somebody to come to me telling me that she is ok know and she will be home in a few days , but all the people who came were just their to give me their condoleances . Everybody around me was crying and i was just sitiing their with a massive pain in the chest and just repeating "tell me it didn't happen " .