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I am okay; the same lie I always say when they asked me
Yes I am happy; in my heart there's always a worry
Worrying that I always be like this and can't be me
I may can't be the one that I really wanted to be
I'm happy for you; it breaks me every time I say it
It's sad pretending that I can't be with you now
I survived the day; I survived my day being lonely
I am always trying, I hope people will be able to know
I will be fine soon; I didn't know how I can be okay
Then go away; all I want you is for you to stay
I had fun; yet this isn't a game I want to play
I need to go; there's no one wants to stay
I don't know how I can really express on my own
People know me of what I have always shown
I don't know if people really cares so I pretend
My life, all of my lies things I want to end